despite my feelings,

 hate is bad.

 i shouldn't even go so far as to call it that.

 its more like and intesnse disliking,

 combined with a little anger, some jealousy,

and a pinch of worthlessness.

this is getting to be not so good for me.

and i know it doesn't even matter any more.

i have issues.. 

some1 thinks i need a tissue.!!!